Let it go

I have had two busy weeks, while still taking an online course.

The course is for four weeks. Obviously I could not complete all assignments from the course due to my work engagements.

I am getting anxious…

Then I noticed the moment I felt the pressure from the course, I had back aching. My body has started to send warning and tell me slowing down.

Yes, I know the signal from my back aching already. My body is smart. I need to do something about this warning sign.

What would be the worst if I could not finish my assignments from this course? How much I have learned from the course by far? If I rush to do the assignment for the sake of completion, would it be good for my learning?

What would be my ultimate goal of learning? Can I keep my learning after the course’s ending?

Which is more important? Is My happiness or to please the course? Who is the course after all? …

I choose to please my body.

This has made the difference. I am a better person to the people around me. I am a better person today than who I was yesterday. I am living my life.